Sometimes I swear that my body is out to get me.
I haven't been able to fall asleep until after 2:00 am for a couple of nights. Guess what? I still have to get up and take care of my son whether I've slept enough or not. That might not have been a problem 10 or 15 years ago, but I really have a hard time handling life when I'm over-tired. I don't eat dinner at 4:30 pm or watch Matlock reruns, but I'm not exactly a spry teenager or young adult any longer. My exhaustion got the better of me late this afternoon and I crashed out on the couch. I don't generally fall asleep easily, and certainly not on the couch, but I could not keep my eyes open for one more second. Thank goodness my husband was home for a little bit before returning to work this evening!
My breastmilk finally dried up completely around a month ago. I haven't had any leakage since then. My breasts have been a tingly mess since last night. I often felt the tingling right before let down or right after a nursing session. Maybe eating most of an entire bunch of kale (two batches of kale chips and colcannon) wasn't such a great idea. Don't think that eating kale has anything to do with anything? Guess again. Apparently kale is a food that can help increase breastmilk supply. Great. Just what I need. So much for my new favorite snack. Oh, man, it was so good though that it was totally worth my discomfort. Since my boobs hurt, that naturally means that my son has headbutted me in the breasts twice since yesterday. Ouch!
I'm tired, my boobs hurt, and I'm in a pretty irritable mood all around. Don't mess with me tonight, world, I'll take you all down if you so much as look at me funny! Sounds a lot like PMS to me. I think this might be one of those rare occasions that I go to sleep before my husband arrives home from work.