Have you ever really wanted to say something (shout it from the rooftops, really), but were afraid to do so because you don't want to jinx it somehow? I'm in that spot at the moment. I know exactly what I want to write, but I'm afraid to be bold.
I tried to come up with another topic to blog about, but this one is all I can think about at the moment. I find it interesting that my joy and my fear are woven together in such a perfectly seamless tapestry of emotion. I can't feel one emotion without the other and that's frustrating to me. I want to only know the joy, but experience has taught me to know the fear as well.
Until I find the courage, the strength, to say what I want, know that there's something brewing over here. Something big, something special, something marvelously wonderful. Something I just can't bring myself to write about at this moment.